Change Of Plans💚

You weren’t supposed to show up

You’re not supposed to be here

I made plans with the liquor bottle

And the toxic guy that won’t commit

But calls me his girlfriend anyway

I had plans to be in this situation forever

Until one day the toxic guy got bored

And decide today was the day

I had plans to wait and wait and wait

Maybe hook up with my ex a few more times

Drown my soul in self-hate and lies

But you made plans

Without my knowledge

To show up every day with intentions

I still don’t understand

Can’t fully comprehend why

Am I your blessing?

Maybe you're mine

Cause I had plans…

But yours are better